背叛泥土,是一个阴谋。在很早的时候,这个阴谋就如一粒种子落在我贫瘠的心田里,偷偷发芽,潜滋暗长。父亲给我最初的人生设计,是做一个勤快的种田人。这和邻里所有父母给儿女的设计如出一辙。这或许是一个传统,无可非议,天经地义。出生在鄂西山地的人,似乎从出生 Betrayed earth, is a conspiracy. At a very early time, this conspiracy was like a seed falling in my impoverished heartland, secretly sprouting, latent darkness. My father gave me the first life design, is to be a diligent farming people. This is exactly the same design of the children of all the parents in the neighborhood. This may be a tradition, beyond reproach, justly justified. Born in western Hubei mountain people, it seems from birth