我出生于一个农民家庭。父亲常年在外务工,母亲在家中守着几亩薄田劳作。童年时期的我快乐而悠闲,但进入青春期后,我开始变得敏感、自尊和虚荣起来。也许是这样低微的家庭出身让我的潜意识里有种自卑吧,我从来不在同学面前主动谈起我的家庭,甚至在与同学的闲聊中,只要话题一涉及家庭,我便会借故走开。我羡慕他们,羡慕他们的家庭。他们穿得花花绿绿,有大把的零用钱花。而我呢?我只能慨叹命运的不公,甚至有些自惭形秽。在师长眼里,我是个寡言少语、学习刻 I was born in a peasant family. My father worked outside the house all the year round and my mother kept a few acres of thin fields at home. I was happy and laid back during my childhood, but after entering puberty, I became sensitive, self-respecting, and vanity. Perhaps it is such a low level of family origin that makes me feel uncomfortable in my subconscious mind. I never spontaneously talk about my family in front of my classmates. Even in a conversation with classmates, as long as the topic involves family, I will walk away. I envy them and envy their family. They dress up colorfully and have a lot of spending money. And me? I can only lament the fate of injustice, and even some self-defeating. In the eyes of teachers, I was reticent and learning