北方的树叶开始泛黄的时候,传来不幸的消息,母亲得了胰腺癌,晚期。我得知这一消息时是一个傍晚,夕阳正把它最后一点余晖洒向房间,周围的一切都变得一片昏黄。虽然广州窗外仍是满目葱茏,可在这昏黄之中,我却似乎在恍惚间变成了一片枯叶,在这人生陡然而至的风雨飘摇中,显得那么有气无力、难以自控和身不由己。大姐在电话中告诉我,经石家庄、北京两家医院确诊,母亲是胰腺癌晚期,而且按照医学推测,生命的期限也就在三到五个月之间, Northern foliage began to yellow when the unfortunate news came, the mother had pancreatic cancer, late. One evening I learned of this news, the sunset was sprinkling the last light of it to the room, and everything around it became dim. Although the window is still full of verdant in Guangzhou, but in this dim, I seem to have become a dead trance, in the sudden precariousness of this life, it seems so weak, difficult to control and involuntarily. Sister told me on the phone, confirmed by the two hospitals in Shijiazhuang, Beijing, the mother is late pancreatic cancer, and according to medical speculation, the life of the period also in between three to five months,