一位大学同学看到我的《因为懂得》一文后,在网上与我聊起了张爱玲。他说:“没想到你还是个张迷。你怎么看张爱玲?是赞美,还是同情?”我说“:也许都是,也许都不是。因为懂得,所以着迷吧。”同学诧异我怎么会有这种感受。我说:“张爱玲75年生命历程,前半生是惊艳的,后半生是凄苦的。她的一生多姿多彩,五味俱全。既苍凉,也美丽,够品一世 A college student saw my ”Because I Know“ article, chatted with me on the Internet Eileen Chang. He said: ”I did not expect you to be a fan. How do you see Zhang Ailing? Praise, or sympathy? “ I said ”: maybe all, maybe not because of know, so fascinated. “ Students surprised How can I have this feeling. I said: ”Eileen Chang 75 years of life, the first half is amazing, the second half of life is miserable .Her life is colorful, all kinds of flavors, both desolate, beautiful,