我几乎在我五岁后就对我童年的一切有了完整的记忆,而且是我越长大则越清晰。我一直对此得意洋洋。其实如果我悲观一点想,实在也是我长大后没有遇上一件好事儿,惟有对童年进行美好的回想才能赖以生存下去一样,给自己找一个活着的理由罢了。没谁像我那样对生活的残酷抱有如此宽容的态度。就像我在和谁聊天时常说的一句话:“有什么办法昵?我们总得活下去。”就这样,我有了足可以面对一切苦难的勇气。我在我五岁那年便随同母亲和哥哥下放到了农村??其实也是父母亲的出生地。奇怪的是我的记忆就是从这时开始, I had a complete memory of all my childhood, almost as soon as I was five, and the clearer I grew up. I have always been triumphant about it. In fact, if I pessimistically think, it is also because when I grew up, I did not meet a good thing. Only by doing a good memory of my childhood can I survive because I have to find a living reason for myself. No one has such a tolerant attitude toward the cruelty of life as I did. Just like the words I often talk to when chatting with people: “What’s the way we can? We have to live.” "So, I have enough courage to face all the hardship. When I was five years old, I was sent to the countryside with my mother and my brother - actually the birthplace of my parents. It is strange that my memory is from this moment,