(一) 我少年时卷入战争生活,读书不多,更不系统,遇着什么读什么。去年以后定居下来,却又没有专门读书的机会。现在老了,也还没有书斋。 不论中外,从来没有专攻哪一家,或是专注哪一时期,或是专好哪一流派。起初是没有遇合,后来是不爱这么干。 去年回到家乡,有些文学青年谈论当代作家,我是家乡人,不免也是话题。乡情是人之常情,他们想多摸摸我的路子。例举有的作家,以为师承的线索是明显的,我这里,却摸不着。叫我自己来说,也说不清。 他们说,看语言,是国产的。国产哪一型号呢?找不出来。这两年写写家乡的东 (A) When I was a teenager, I was involved in the war life. I did not study much, did not systematically, what did I read when I was young? After last year settled down, but no special education opportunities. Now old, there is no study fast. Regardless of Chinese and foreign, which has never been specializing, or focus on which period, or which genre is good. At first there was no match, then do not love to do it. Returning to my hometown last year, some literary youth talked about contemporary writers and I am a native, which inevitably is also a topic. Nostalgia is human nature, they want to touch my way more. For example, some writers, thinking that the clues are clear, I am here, but can not touch. To tell myself, I can not tell. They say that looking at the language is made domestically. Which model made? Can not find it. Two years to write the hometown of East