我知道叛徒是可耻的,是道德卑劣者,应该受到良心谴责。可是,我却不明白叛徒怎么可耻,以及卑劣的真正原因。被限制自由前,我一直受人尊敬,偶尔走在大街上(大部分时间是坐专车),总有很多艳羡的眼神投向我。如果我对谁多看一眼,那人就会特别和气恭敬地与我打招呼,好像他和我已经很熟悉了。一旦哪里有棘手的事情发生,只要我到场,捏着嗓子说几句不痛不痒的 I know that traitors are disgraceful, morally inferior and should be condemned conscientiously. However, I do not understand how disgraceful the traitor and the real reason of shame. Before being limited to freedom, I was always respected, and occasionally walking in the street (most of the time is to take a car), there is always a lot of envious eyes on me. If I take a closer look, the man greets me with special respect, as if he and I are already familiar. Once there’s a tricky thing happening, as long as I’m there, I’m holding my throat to say a few words