我进大学听的第一场大型讲座,是在复旦四号楼的阶梯教室,因为到得迟了,教室里满满当当都是人,我只能挂在铁架窗台上,把脖子拼命往里伸。那时是20世纪80年代中期,存在主义刚刚如同幽灵般地袭入激变中的中国。一位哲学系的青年讲师站在台上,他大声说:上帝死了。如今想来,我成为一个具有独立意识的人,大抵是在那个秋夜。我不再隶属于任何意识形态、任何组织或机构,我是一个属于 The first large-scale lecture that I went to college was in the classroom of Fudan No.4 building because late in the classroom, people were all full of people in the classroom. I could only hang on the metal window ledge, . At that time, in the mid-1980s, existentialism just came to China like a ghostly invasion. A young lecturer in philosophy, standing on the stage, loudly said: God is dead. Now think of it, I became an independent person, probably in the autumn night. I no longer belong to any ideology, any organization or organization, I belong to one