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我原做粮食工作,一九六四年调来搞创作。认识我的同志就说:“不简单哪!做了‘作家’啦!”对同志们的这些话表面上付之一笑,骨子里却有点“飘飘然”。这种“自豪”感是有原由的。一九六三年我曾写了两个小剧本,得到了一些好评,当时我沒有看到这是领导上的支持和同志们的鼓励,反而认为自己很有一套,对同志们的“夸奖”也就默认了。有了这种思想指导,就放松了对毛主席著作的学习,对党的方针政策研究得也不够,整天地钻在业务圈子里。
I was originally a food worker and was engaged in creative work in 1964. My comrades who knew me said: “It’s not easy! It’s a writer!” It’s a bit of a “glimpse” of laughter in the face of these comrades. This “pride” is for a reason. In 1963 I wrote two small scripts and got some good comments. At that time, I did not see this as a support from leaders and encouraged by my comrades. Instead, I thought I had a lot of praise for comrades, Also acquiescence. With this ideological guidance, we have relaxed the study of Chairman Mao’s work and did not study the party’s principles and policies enough to drill all day in business circles.