记忆中,很小的时候我就离开了家,一个人寄居在乡下。说来没人会相信,我这么做竟是为了躲避他——我的同胞大哥,一个精神病患者。只有这样,我才能少挨打,才能让距离冲淡暴力带来的伤痛,过上平静而安宁的生活。大哥的病因我不知道,听我妈说,他曾是一个品学兼优的老三届 In my memory, when I was young, I left home and lived in the country alone. No one would say that I actually do to avoid him - my brother my brother, a mentally ill. Only in this way can I be less beaten in order to make the distance from the pain caused by violence and lead a peaceful and peaceful life. I do not know the cause of the eldest brother, listen to my mom, he was a good academic year old