我坐在离开家的巴士上已经一个多小时了,汽车拖着被空调吹得冰冷的车厢疾驶在一点一点蒸发掉湖水的阳光下。我木木地看着眼前陌生的道路或窗外陌生的风景,熟悉的地方离我越来越远,又像是熟悉的地方把我赶出了好远。我就这样撑着这一叶孤舟逆行,把这次远行当成寻找自我的机会。我不要苟活,我要追求! It was more than an hour since I was sitting in the bus leaving home and my car was dragging under the sunshine of the lake a little bit by the cold, air-conditioned cabin. I looked at the strange path in front of strange scenery or window, the familiar place farther and farther away from me, like a familiar place to drive me out far. So I propped this leafless boat retrograde, this journey as a chance to find themselves. I do not want to survive, I want to pursue!