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父亲是如此热衷骂我们,我们是如此热爱父亲的骂。我们在骂声里获得的安全感,远比骂声带给我们的气馁多得多,我们安然接受着父亲的骂,从不抱怨和抗拒。热爱父亲就要接受他热爱的骂,似乎是顺理成章的事情。父亲用骂声来确认,我们都是来自他和母亲错误结合的结晶,父亲在骂声里不断强化自我认错感,对于我们,骂声则一遍又一遍地证明:我们来历确凿。母亲不惜以众叛亲离的代价,嫁给了比她大22岁、维吾尔族的父亲,顺利导致了我们这些错误的产生,她依靠生产我们这些错误,来确认和加固她在这个家庭里的地位。
My father is so keen to scold us, we are so fond of his father’s curse. The sense of security we get in condemning is much more than the discouragement brought us much more, and we safely accept the scolding of our father and never complain or resist. Love his father will accept the love of his curse, seems to be a matter of course. My father used condemning to confirm that we all came from the mistaken combination of his mother and his mother. My father continually intensified his sense of self-condemnation while scolding us over and over again. Her mother marred her 22-year-old Uighur father at the cost of their betrayals, which successfully led us to these mistakes. She relied on the mistakes made by us in confirming and strengthening her position in this family.