我想要一所山上的房子,像爸爸工作的地方那样的花园房。星期日,爸爸的休息日,我们会去那里。我过去常去。现在不去了。你长大了,就不喜欢和我们一起出去吗?爸爸说。你傲起来了。蕾妮说。我没告诉他们我很羞愧——我们一帮人全都盯着那里的窗户,像饥饿的人。我厌倦了盯着我不能拥有的东西。如果我们赢了彩票……妈妈才开口,我就不要听 I want a mountain house, a garden house like my father’s place of work. On Sunday, my father’s rest day, we will go there. I used to go Not going now You grow up, do not like to go out with us? Dad said. You are proud. Renee said. I did not tell them I was ashamed - all of us were staring at the windows there, like hungry people. I’m tired of staring at something I can not have. If we win the lottery ... my mom only speaks, I will not listen