我面前摆着两本书：《国家与革命》、《中国革命》。它们是我最早的启蒙师，始终记在心里；然而它们曾长期丢失，丢在哪儿，我竟忘得一干二净。 一次，我回到老家。所谓老家，就是唐山地震后在旧址上新建起的三间房。院子不大，却等于一个小动物园：右边是猪圈，母猪和它子女们 There are two books before me: “The State and the Revolution” and “The Chinese Revolution.” They were my earliest enlightenment teachers, and always kept in mind; however, they had long been lost and lost where I forgot to be completely removed. Once, I returned home. The so-called home, is the Tangshan earthquake site in the newly built three rooms. The yard is small, but a small zoo: the right is a pigsty, sow and its children