有些恐惧,需要刻苦练习才能打败。有些收获,需要辛苦付出才能得到。苦难是一笔财富,努力的过程又何尝不是?考试从未令我突然陷入这样的紧张境地:汗水和泪水齐流,试图摧毁我早已摇摇欲坠的虚假表象。但这场考试做到了。甚至连报名钢琴考试这件事都让我焦虑得想号啕大哭。我在教堂里的经历给我留下了永久的精神创伤,我不再仰慕教堂的美丽,因为多年以来,我从躲在彩绘玻璃隔板后面的那些考官那里得来的分数 Some fear, you need to practice hard to defeat. Some harvest, need to work hard to get. Suffering is a fortune, the process of hard work, not? The exam never suddenly caught me in such a tense situation: sweat and tears flow in an attempt to destroy my already shaky false appearance. But this exam is done. Even signing up for the Piano exam made me anxious to cry. My experience in church left me with a permanent traumatic trauma and I no longer admired the beauty of the church because for years I had scored from examiners hiding behind stained glass partitions