母亲又在隔壁压抑地哭了起来,想是害怕被他听见,所以将那音量压得极低。出事之后,家里的重心全转落到杨青的身上。有时候他会觉得,自己其实在那场事故后就死了,活下来的只是哥哥杨华的影子。杨青从床头柜里找出一张和哥哥的合照,他用手指轻轻抚过站在哥哥身边的自己。那些过去的事情已经变得模糊了,唯一还记得的就是父母对哥哥的赞扬。 Mother cried again in the next room depressed, trying to be afraid to hear him, so that the volume was extremely low. After the accident, the center of gravity of the whole family turned down to Yang Qing’s body. Sometimes he would think that he actually died after the accident and survived only the shadow of his brother Yang Hua. Yang Qing from the bedside cabinet to find a photo and his brother, he gently stroked his fingers with his brother standing around himself. Those past events have become blurred, and the only thing I remember is my parents’ compliments on my brother.