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我是一个对疼痛感早已麻痹和习惯了的人。疼痛于我,只能默默地压抑在内心,不让任何人看见,不在人前张扬。这让我看起来更加坚强。可是,它堵塞了我生命的一些出口,翻腾的能量无法得以释放。一直都以为自己是沉稳而坚忍的,至少于人前如此。是的,我是倔犟而刚强的。这种倔强和刚强绝不是口锋上的尖利、处世上的固执和表情上的孤傲,而是将苦难深藏于心底,是一种对于疼痛不动声色的掩饰和包装。
I am a person who has been paralyzed and accustomed to pain. Pain in me, only silently suppressed in the heart, so that no one can see, do not play in front of people. This makes me look stronger. However, it blocks some of my life’s exits, and the tumultuous energy can not be released. Always thought she was steady and persevering, at least in front of people so. Yes, I am stubborn and strong. This stubbornness and rigidity is by no means a sharp, stubborn and solitary altruism in the world, but a deep hidden in the bottom of my heart, a mask and package of pain and acuity.