第五章第一次亲密接触离开孤儿院十年,安晓旭还是第一次回来。她倒不是对这里有多么深厚的感情,不过是想提醒自己,曾经度过的那段凄凉无助的人生。她曾经以为,自己是一个执着到不会忘记仇恨的人。但是这些日子与张天弘相处,似乎这执着正在慢慢地消耗殆尽。当一个人一无所有的时候,什么都可以放弃,连生命都似乎不那么重要了。但当这个人开始拥有一些东西,且这些东西颇为珍贵,远远超过了以前所拥有的一切,他便变得畏首畏尾,因为怕失去。 Chapter V The first intimate contact After leaving the orphanage for ten years, An Xiaoxu returned for the first time. She is not feeling so deep about it here, but she wants to remind myself of the desolate and helpless life I once had. She used to think that she was a man who persisted in not forgetting hatred. But getting along with Zhang Tianhong these days, it seems that this attachment is slowly depleted. When a person has nothing, what can be abandoned, even life seems to be less important. But when the person starts to own something that is so precious as to have gone far beyond what he had before, he becomes timid because of fear of losing it.