我看见有阳光极力从乌云缝隙中挤进来,光线从一丝一缕渐渐扩大,从马路那边缓缓逛过来。最后我看到黄色。典雅的黄色,华丽的黄色,那是凡·高最爱的向日葵。【凡·高】我死了么?周围一片昏静。我感觉自己好像飞在天花板上。空荡而压抑。发生了什么?我不知道。我最后的记忆。停留在那把左轮手枪。我感到很凄凉。我感到有种威胁着我和弟弟提奥的风暴。就算是在迷糊中也感觉到的,那种铺天的风暴。我会成为提奥的一个负担吧! I saw the sun shining through the crevices of dark clouds, the light gradually expanded from the twinkling of a trace, slowly stroll over the road there. Finally I see yellow. Elegant yellow, gorgeous yellow, that is Van Gogh’s favorite sunflower. 【Van Gao】 I am dead? Around a faint. I feel like flying on the ceiling. Empty and depressed. What happened? I do not know. My last memory. Stay in that revolver. I feel very bleak. I feel a kind of storm that threatens Theo and my brother. Even in the confusion also felt that kind of overwhelming storm. I will be a burden for Theo!