1991年残稿重新开始我的旅行。我天性是一个活泼的人,但又本质抑郁。我曾在不为人知的广漠原野耕耘,胸中突然的冲动会让我辍耕,而将某种启示的含义速刻在犁杖。我曾是亚热带阳光火炉下的一个孩子,在庙宇的荫庇里同母亲一起仰慕神初氏。我崇尚现实精神,我让理性的光芒照彻我的角膜,但我在经验世界中并不一概排拒彼岸世界的超验感知。悖论式的生存实 1991 manuscript to resume my trip. My nature is a lively person, but in essence depressed. I worked in the unknown desert fields, a sudden impulse in my chest would stop me from farming, and I would momentarily inscribe a suggestion on my pole. I was a child under a subtropical sun stove, admiring God Chu with his mother in the temple’s shadow. I advocate the spirit of reality, I let the rational light shines on my cornea, but I do not in the world of experience generally rejected transcendental perception of the other side of the world. Paradoxical existence