即将退休的我长期在机关工作,近来被大量的烦恼所困扰。首先,为退休而烦恼,一想到一年后的退休,心情便烦躁不安。希望单位能够延聘,但机关的机构改革又要削减编制,看来前途渺茫,于是我开始担心如何度过无所事事的退休生活了。其次,我还为自己的一生平淡和无所作为而烦恼,总感到往事不堪回首,认为自己当了一辈子“万金油”干部,却没有一点值得骄傲之处。我为什么在退休之前烦恼会这么多? I am about to retire in the long-term organ work, has recently been plagued by a lot of trouble. First of all, worry about retirement, the thought of retirement after one year, the mood will be restless. Hope that the unit can be hired, but the organs of institutional reform but also to reduce the preparation, it seems that the future is slim, so I began to worry about how to spend a retirement life nothing. Secondly, I was still bothered by my life’s dullness and inaction. I always felt that the past was so painful as to think that I had been a cadre for a lifetime without any pride. Why do I worry so much before I retire?