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谈嫉妒之前我得喝一瓶酒。总是想要得到别人的爱和关注,这不是我一个人独有的问题。我在很多采访中都说过我嫉妒我的哥哥,这样说或许会伤害我跟哥哥的感情,我很想要越过这个问题,但是同时我又想要保持诚实。我与哥哥在成长期中时刻都在竞争,他很能干,在学校的时候就各方面表现出色、理性、有责任感,当我还沉浸于游戏的时候,他已经开始关注秩序、规则。长时间里我都想要模仿他,这种情感非常复杂。
Before I get jealous, I have to drink a bottle of wine. Always want to get the love and attention of others, this is not my own unique problem. I have said in many interviews that I am jealous of my brother. It may hurt my feelings with my brother. I really want to cross this issue, but at the same time I want to be honest. My brother and I are always in competition during their formative years. He is very capable. He performed well, reasonably and responsibly at school. When I was immersed in the game, he started to pay attention to order and rules. For a long time I want to imitate him, this feeling is very complicated.