１９９８年是我生命中受到最大挫折和打击的一年。我仿佛瞬间堕入黑暗的深渊。在１０月份检察机关的“双聘”活动中，原本是中层干部的我落聘为一名普通干警。那一段落魄的日子，给我留下了深深的刻痕。我接受失败，忍受耻笑，品味苦涩，许多个夜晚都会突然从睡梦中惊醒，伤口 1998 was the year in which my life suffered the greatest setbacks and blows. I seem to momentarily fall into the abyss of darkness. In the “double appointment” activity of the procuratorial organs in October, I was hired as an ordinary police officer who was originally a middle-level cadre. That day of abjection, left a deep indentation to me. I accept the failure, to be ridiculed, taste bitter, many nights will suddenly awakened from his sleep, the wound