1962年8月15日,雷锋因公牺牲。这之后,与雷锋同驾一车、朝夕相处了四年的乔安山复员到地方,先在第五机械工业部,后调到铁岭市运输总公司。乔安山虽然没有受到处分,但深深的愧疚之情始终萦绕在心头。在相当长的一段年月里,他只是拼命工作,任何荣誉称号都不要,组织上要培养他入党,他总说“我还差得远呢”。在他心里。他离老班长雷锋差得远呢,离老班长对他的希望和要求差得远呢。他只有一个信念,就是“永远以班长雷锋为榜样,永远学雷锋”的誓言不变。每到一个新的单位,乔安山总是悄悄告诉人事干部,不要对任何人说他是雷锋的战友。他不愿回首那令他痛心疾首的往事,更不想借雷锋抬高自己。他开过客车、货车,当过修理工、调度和生产股长。在每一个岗位上,他都任劳任怨,默默奉献。国家一级编剧王兴东从有关方面听说了乔安山的事迹,多次亲临铁岭,与乔安山促膝谈心。开始,乔安山什么也不讲,更不愿宣传自己,只给王兴东介绍 August 15, 1962, Lei Feng sacrificed for the public. After that, driving a car with Lei Feng, working day and night for four years Joan Hill demobilized to the place, first in the Fifth Machinery Industry Department, later transferred to Tieling City Transportation Corporation. Although Joan Hill has not been punished, but deeply guilty feelings always linger in my heart. For a long period of time, he just worked hard, no honorary title, organizational training to join him, he always said, “I’m far gone.” In his heart He is far away from the old squad leader Lei Feng, from the old squad leader of his hope and requirements far worse. He has only one faith, that is, “Forever Leipeng as an example, never learn Lei Feng” oath unchanged. Every time a new unit, Joan Hill always quietly told personnel cadres, do not say to anyone that he is Lei Feng comrades. He was reluctant to look back at the painful past and did not want to lend himself to Lei Feng. He drove buses, trucks, worked as mechanics, dispatcher and production chief. In every position, he is hard working, silent dedication. Wang Xingdong, a writer at the national level, heard about the deeds of Joanne Mountain, visited Tieling many times, and chatted with Jo Anshan. At the beginning, Joan Hill did not say anything, but do not want to promote themselves, only introduced to Wang Hsien Tung