她坐在沙发上,和平时一样。我站在她面前,忍不住盯着那双及膝长袜,袜子已经滑落到膝下,让她苍白的膝盖露了出来。她坐的那张绿沙发闻起来有股老年人的味道,她脚穿一双厚底鞋,踩在一块透明的塑料地垫上。尽管我那时还小,大概六岁吧,但能感觉到那套昏暗的公寓面积不大。我在其中一把带加厚软垫的椅子上坐下,眼睛在电视上的竞赛节目和这个坐在我身边的93岁老太太之间来回扫视。她是我外祖父的母亲,我们叫她外 She sat on the sofa, as usual. I stood in front of her and could not help but stare at those knee-length stockings, socks that had slipped under her knee, leaving her pale knees exposed. The green couch she smelled had the smell of an elderly man wearing a pair of platform shoes and stepped on a transparent plastic mat. Although I was still young and about six years old, I was able to feel the dark apartment was small in size. I sat down on one of the chair with padded cushions and glanced back and forth between my TV show and my 93-year-old lady sitting next to me. She is my grandfather’s mother, we call her outside