阿袁我活在我的小说里,在小说里我风华绝代,颠倒众生,在小说里我历经千年,看破红尘。我桃之天天,灼灼其华,我桑之落矣,其黄而陨。我妍,我也媸,我足不出户,我又夜行千里,我什么都没经历,我又什么都经历了。现实过于周密,它几乎无处不在,现实也过于沉重,我的翅膀负荷不起。再说,我也没有那垂天之翼,我只是蜩,只是学鸠,在榆树和枋树之间来回相撞。明白了这一点,我十分忧伤,因此我的小说也是忧伤的——而且这忧伤是饮食男女的忧伤,丝毫没有天地精神的气质。它琐碎, A Yuan I live in my novels, in the novel where I am the quintessential, upside down beings, in the novel I have gone through thousands of years, see the red dust. I peach every day, burning its China, I fall mulberry, its yellow and meteorite. I Yan, I also 媸, I stay at home, I am thousands of miles night, I have not experienced anything, I have experienced anything. The reality is too thorough, it is almost everywhere, the reality is too heavy, my wings can not afford. Besides, I also do not have that vertical wing, I just 蜩, just learn the dove, back and forth between the elm tree and the 枋 tree collision. Understand this, I am very sad, so my novel is sad - and this sadness is the sadness of diet men and women, without the spirit of heaven and earth temperament. It is trivial,