那些可以温习但是却不能再现的美好,带给我们的痛感,可能比任何文学表达都更加令人刻骨铭心。比如说,家乡清澈的大汪和那些游弋在汪里的黑鱼。春夏之交的时候,黑鱼开始带领着它们的崽在汪里游走。黑鱼带崽是我今生见到过的鱼事中最壮观的一幕,如同云翻雾滚。大约在午后两三点左右。那架势甚至有些让人心惊胆战。但最宏大的叙事,在人力的作用下,也往往会变成最悲壮的剧情。 Those painful feelings that can be studied but can not be reproduced may be more unforgettable than any literary expression. For example, the clear hometown of Tai Wang and those cruising in the Wangli blackfish. At the turn of the spring and summer, the blackfish began to walk around the river with their cubs. Blackfish with cubs is the most spectacular scene I have ever seen in fish, like a cloud over the fog roll. About two or three in the afternoon or so. That posture is even somewhat frightening. But the grand narrative, under the influence of manpower, tends to become the most tragic story.