学不干时身更贵, 书期供用老弥勤。——录公严师诗句我从一九三八年开始写作,到目前已有五十六年了。但认真算起来,我从事研究和写作的时间并不多。生活环境的变化也使我有好几次不得不放下笔来。一九四一年太平洋战争爆发到一九四五年,我只写了几篇短文。一九五五年反胡风到一九七九年末平反,在这二十多年中,由于偶然的机缘, 我才鼓起勇气记下当时的感受。我并不奢望这些文字将来可以发表,只是为了排遣生活的空虚,想在流逝的岁月中留下一点痕迹。这期间 Learn to do more expensive body, the book for the old Mi Qin. - Record martyrs poem I started writing in 1938, it has been 56 years now. But seriously, I did not spend much time in research and writing. Changes in the living environment also made me have several times to put down the pen. When the Pacific war broke out in 1941 to 1945, I wrote only a few essays. In 1955, when the anti-Hu policy was reversed by the end of 1979, during these two decades, by chance, I took the courage to write down my feelings. I do not expect these words to be published in the future, just to expel the emptiness of life and to leave a trace in the passage of time. During this period