每个人回忆自己童年的意义是不一样的,别人或多或少都会获得快乐,而对于我是一次辨别找寻生命标记的解剖。对于一个中年人,总是纠缠在过去,是没有意义的。但我总想起祖辈的生活场景,如海浪退去的沙滩上留下的贝壳,被反复冲刷,一次掩去,一次显现。那些实质上和当时的我没有多大关系的生活场景为什么会在多年后出现,而且每每伤感失落时,就更加明晰。最 Everyone recalls the meaning of their childhood is not the same, others more or less will be happy, but for me is an anatomy to identify the marker of life. For a middle-aged, always entangled in the past, it makes no sense. But I always remembered my grandparents’ life scenes, such as the shells left on the beach receding from the waves, were repeatedly washed away and once covered up and once appeared. Why did scenes of life that did not have much to do with what I had at the time were to emerge after many years, and were often clearer when lost. most