古希腊哲学家赫拉克利特曾经告诫,“人不能两次踏进同一条河流”。然而,我却经常做着同样的噩梦,重复着同样的厄运。我一贯依然故我,旧态复萌,故伎重演——我曾经为自己为朋友写下忏悔录,也为朋友为自己写下墓志铭。我想冒充高尚,我想为我的身心立下一个可企及可触摸的标高。我也想抖开一切面具下那张苍白的脸孔,那隐藏在脸孔背后的思想。我常常叹息卢梭那悲怆的忏悔带给我痛楚的震撼,我的深心为我的 Heraclitus, an ancient Greek philosopher, once warned that “one can not step into the same river twice”. However, I often do the same nightmare, repeating the same fate. I have always been so old, old-fashioned Meng Meng, old tricks - I once wrote for myself as a friend repentance, but also for friends to write their own epitaph. I want to be pretentious, and I want to set a measurable and touchable elevation for my body and mind. I also want to shake off the pale face under all the masks, the thought hidden behind my face. I often sigh Rousseau’s sorrowful confession brought me the pain of shock, I am deeply for my