小说的主人公原型曾说,我不是唯心主义者,但是我相信命运,也相信性格决定命运。我答应她写下这个故事。当我把小说定义成这个名字的时候,心中很阴冷,有一种抽搐的心痛,宿命感裹挟着我。有如看着舞台上别人演绎着自己生命的经历,我看着大幕徐徐拉开又落下。 The protagonist protagonist of the novel once said that I am not an idealist, but I believe in fate, and I believe that character determines fate. I promised she wrote this story. When I defined the novel as the name, my heart was very cold and there was a twitching heartache, a sense of destiny that was behind me. As someone who watched the stage interpretation of their own life experience, I looked at the curtain slowly opened and fell.