本文是笔者重审两年多来的田野日记,回味着沉淀下来的缕缕情感,即是对两年多来的一个总结,也是对两年的一个反思。对于每一个人类学田野工作者而言,怎样进入田野、怎样在田野中安顿下来是人类学家首要思考的问题,这往往是一个较为漫长和困难的过程。田野与生活,主观与客观,理性与情感,田野工作者似乎总是在这两端之间不停地游移,有许多交点,也有许多矛盾挣扎,或许这便是人类学最迷人的特质所在。 This article is a review of the field diary of more than two years by the author and reminds me of the emotions that have precipitated. That is a summary of more than two years and a reflection of two years. For each anthropological fieldworker, how to enter the field and how to settle down in the field is the most important question for anthropologists, which is often a long and difficult process. Field and life, subjectivity and objectivity, reason and emotion, fieldworkers always seem to wander between these ends, with many intersections and many contradictions, perhaps the most intriguing trait of anthropology.