拍下这样一组照片,如果让我用语言来描述其初衷和拍摄之后的感悟,那就是一次影像回归的记录。当然我这个年纪谈回归似乎有点扯淡,但只有身在其中才能知晓个中的周折与困扰。所谓回归是一种心态,剔除了从想到“摄影”这两个字开始的一切刻意,我开始体会到怎样用“玩”的心态去拍照,并且拍了一组“想法很少”的照片。于我,这一点很重要。既然说是回归,那就表示之前一段路走的有些偏差。每个摄影师大概都曾碰到自己的“漩涡”——各种各样的想法交织,想得太多以至于把自己深深地裹缠其间。我不算是有天赋的人,但一向觉得自己够努力,也必须努力,只有在努力的过程中才能找到自己的方向。现在看来,这想法也许不错,但很多时候不免太过用力了。我知道自己是被什么裹缠住的:太想要出好片子要大片,要突破,要跟别人不一样的东西,要在每一个商业客户的拍摄中寻找一切创作的可能……这是一种必然的经历,也是走向成熟的积累,无憾但也确实让人感到疲倦与困扰。我以前拍照常常很有压力:“万一出不了片那就糟糕了”。好吧,其实有多糟糕呢?这一次,我似乎可以抛开很多负重跳出来,而不是沉溺在漩涡之中。 Take such a group of photos, if I use language to describe the original intention and the perception after shooting, it is a record of the return of the image. Of course, my return to this age seems a little nonsense, but only in which we can know the twists and turns in one. The so-called regression is a state of mind, excluding everything from the thought of “photography”, I began to understand how to use “play ” mentality to take pictures, and took a group “idea is Less ”photos. It’s important to me. Since it is a return, it means some deviation from the previous path. Each photographer has probably encountered his “whirlpool ” - a variety of ideas intertwined, think too much to wrap themselves deeply. I am not a talented person, but I always feel that I work hard and I must work hard. Only in the process of hard work can I find my own direction. Now it seems that this idea may be good, but in many cases can not be too hard. I know what is wrapped around: too much want to make a good film to blockbuster, to break through, to be different things with others, in every commercial customer’s filming to find all the creative possibilities ... This is a Kind of inevitable experience, but also to the accumulation of maturity, no regret but it does make people feel tired and troubled. I used to take pictures often very pressured: “In the event of a film that is bad”. Well, in fact, how bad? This time, I seem to be able to put aside a lot of weight to jump out, rather than indulging in the whirlpool.