日本女作家林京子创作的《预定时间》是一篇以日本男性“我”的口吻叙述的回忆录性质的小说。笔者按照小说中的时间顺序,梳理出“我”作为特派记者奔赴上海,为实现梦想而殚精竭虑,却卷入母国发动的侵略战争中并被国家掌权者所利用,而不得不经历理想的扭曲变形以至最终的破灭这一过程。“我”的罪恶感也表露出作者对战争的反省意识。 The “scheduled time” written by Japanese writer Lin Kyoko is a memoir-based novel narrated in the Japanese male “I” tone. According to the chronological order in the novel, the author sorts out “I” as a special correspondent and goes to Shanghai to devote himself to realizing his dream. However, he is involved in the war of aggression launched by his country and is exploited by the people in power in the country and has to experience the ideal Distortion and even the final burst of this process. The sense of guilt of “I” also shows the author’s sense of self-examination of the war.