丈夫是个身材魁梧的男人,他的粗鲁不但表现在言行上,对性生活也一样我行我素,常常是我还没弄清楚怎么回事,他已三下五除二然后侧头呼呼大睡。而我则经常睁着眼睛在寂寞、失落、无奈中辗转反偶。有好几次,我想跟他说说话,交流交流,却羞于开口,害怕他嘲笑我,觉得我不检点。上月末,公司派丈夫去外地出差一星期。夜里我一人在家非常寂寞,打开电视,看到电视上男女亲热的场景,使我的手不由自主地摸向下身……丈夫是个粗人,回来后根本没发现我有什么变化,他依然按部就班地进行着他的课题,而我,除了尽心应付他外,就寻找一切可能的机会自我释放。我知道,丈夫虽然心 Husband is a burly man, his rude performance not only in words and deeds, but also for their own way of life, often I have not figure out what happened, he has three times five two and then head to sleep. And I often open my eyes in loneliness, loss, frustration was removed anti-even. Several times, I want to talk to him, exchange and exchange, but ashamed to speak, afraid he laughed at me, I feel that I am not punctual. Late last month, the company sent her husband to a business trip abroad for a week. At night, I was very lonely at home, turning on the TV and seeing the scenes of affectionate men and women on television, making my hand involuntarily touch the lower body ... My husband was a rough man and did not find any change after I came back. He still proceeded step by step His subject, and I, in addition to dedicated to deal with him, looking for all possible opportunities for self-release. I know, though my husband’s heart