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有一天你发现你的呐喊阒寂无声空做姿态。——昌耀《意义空白》一失踪了两年的朱弭,再一次出现在我的面前。那时候,我已经成了一个没有什么理想的人。某一天,我痛下狠心,把我所有的藏书都卖了,加一起差不多有一万多本。看着那些人搬走我的书,我整个人都空了,就像他们搬走了我坟墓的砖头,搬走了我的骸骨。我嘴里说,赶快搬走,赶快。他妈的。当整个屋子空荡荡的,我还是哭了。回想起以前,我下夜班后,一个人睡在那些书中间,我能感觉到那些书里的灵魂,在睡梦中我与他们交谈。它们像我的棺椁一样围拢着我。现在,一切都不存在了。被我当废纸卖了。卖了。卖了。当年这个跟我说,我帮你寻找你灵魂的妹妹,看到我的样子,几乎要哭了。
One day you find your cry quiet voice silent attitude. - Chang Yiu “meaning blank” A missing two years Zhu Xi, once again appeared in front of me. At that time, I have become a no ideal person. One day, I was so cruel that I sold all my books and added more than 10,000 copies. Watching those people move my books, I was empty, just as they had removed the bricks from my grave and moved away from my bones. I said in my mouth, quickly move away, hurry up. Fuck. When the whole house is empty, I still cry. In retrospect I used to sleep in the middle of those books after I worked night shift. I can feel the souls in those books, and I talk to them in my sleep. They surround me like my coffin. Now everything does not exist. I was sold as waste paper. sold. sold. This year this told me, I help you find your soul sister, see me look like, almost want to cry.