成长过程里的疼痛告诉我,只有在今天马不停蹄地努力,未来的自己才会比过去的自己变得好一点。越长大,越容易对过去释怀,与往事和解。每每回首往事,我都会以过去的不堪,激励现在的自己咬紧牙关去拼去闯,因为我不想再像曾经那般任人欺负,打不敢还手骂不敢还口,因为没有资本,也因为那个能够替我和母亲站出来反抗的人不在了。十岁那年父亲去世,没过一两年母亲下岗了。母亲摆过早餐摊,帮别人打扫过卫生,拿自己做的针织品去 The pain in growing up tells me that only by working hard today will the future be better than the past. The longer you grow, the easier it will be to relieve your past and reconcile your past. Whenever I look back, I will use the past to inspire me to clench my teeth. I do not want to be bullied anymore. I dare not give up my hand and dare not return my mouth because there is no capital. Because the person who could stand up for me and my mother stood up. At the age of ten, my father died and no one or two mothers were laid off. Mother took breakfast stalls, cleaned up for others, took her own knitwear