父亲,2013年5月5日,永远离开了我们。亲眼目睹亲人的离去,这是第三次。第一次是奶奶,第二次是妈妈,第三次是爸爸。在自己的生命感悟里,最大的感受就是,不再惧怕死亡。还记得小时候听了太多鬼神故事,每晚吓得枕头底下藏了剪刀、笤帚,给自己壮胆。那时候感觉,死亡太可怕了。干什么都小心翼翼,生怕自己死了,再也看不到家人。那种心的孤独惧怕延续了好长时间。随着年龄的增大,对死亡的恐惧慢慢递减。直到母亲去世,对死亡的恐惧瞬间消失。18岁的自己告诉自己,死亡 Father, May 5, 2013, left us forever. This is the third time you witness the departure of your loved one. The first is grandmother, the second is mother, the third is father. In their sentiment of life, the greatest feeling is that no longer afraid of death. Remember when I was young I heard too many stories of ghosts and gods, night scared hidden under the pillow scissors, brooms, to their courage. At that time, the feeling of death was horrible. Do everything carefully, for fear of their own death, no longer see family members. Lonely fear of that kind of heart continued for a long time. With age, the fear of death is diminishing. Until the mother died, the fear of death instantly disappeared. 18-year-old told himself, died