1自我是杜绿绿最为萦怀的诗歌主题之一。诗人对自我的探索几乎与她的写作同时起步,或者正是这种萦怀和探索促使她拿起了写诗的笔。写于2006年的《寻人启事》(《冒险岛》~*)是一个寻找自我的寓言,诗中一个叫杜小羊的姑娘满城刷贴寻找杜小羊的启事。而在写于2014年的《我的来历》(《我们来谈谈合适的火苗》)一诗中,诗人表达了这样的愿望:“我只想留在地上研究我的来历”。这可以看作诗人自我探索兴 1 Self is one of the most intriguing poems in the world. The poet’s exploration of herself started almost at the same time as her writing, or it was this embarrassment and exploration that prompted her to pick up the poem. Writer’s Guide to Searching for Persons (Adventure Island ~), written in 2006, is an allegory of self-seeking. In the poem, a girl named Du Xiaman posted her book to look for Du Xiaolan. And in the poem “My Origin” (“Let’s Talk about Suitable Flames”) written in 2014, the poet expresses his wish: “I just want to stay on the ground studying my origin.” This can be seen as a poet’s self exploration