老鬼子藤井和许多日本老兵一样，几十年来对自己的家属只字不提关于战争的事，更何况对我这个中国留学生。一个人埋藏在心里的事越深就越难以启齿。我不断去他家，终于敲开了他的心扉。其实他一点儿都不倔，很有思想，还很有观察力。他问他，你当过军人吧？当过军人的人，都特 Old devils Fujii, like many Japanese veterans, made no mention of matters concerning the war for his family for decades, not to mention that he was a Chinese student. The deeper the thing buried in the heart, the harder it is to tell. I kept going to his house and finally knocked on his heart. In fact, he is not stubborn at all, very thoughtful, and very observant. He asked him, have you been a soldier, right? Those who have been soldiers, all special