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这是一个死刑犯的日记和家信。 这是一个真实的故事! 笔者之所以录下这个死刑犯的内心独白,是因为它会给活着的人们以或多或少的启示。 1993年7月13日 星期二 晴 半个月的囚床生涯,我想了很多很多,想得最多的是死,最遗憾的是我儿子还不到两周岁,妻子才23岁就要守寡,我真惭愧,毁了自己的一生,还要断送妻子的青春,我想把儿子过继给他们会答应吗?命运真捉弄人呀,悲观、失望、羞愧、悔恨, 7月14日 星期三 晴 上诉书已交高院七天了,可能是日有所思、夜有所梦,昨晚我做了一个梦,两次梦见高院的人对我说:你已改判为无期徒刑。可能是求生的本能吧?虽然我对死想得比较开,人死如泥,一了百了,但谁又愿这样去死呢?以前我曾好几次想了此一生,但终难下此决心,现在到了这种地步却还时时有生的欲望,人到底怎么回事?
This is a diary of death row and family letter. This is a true story! The author recorded the death penalty insider monologue, because it will give more or less inspiration to the living people. July 13, 1993 sunny half a month of prison bed career, I think a lot, but most want to die, the most regrettable is my son is less than two years old, his wife was 23 years old, widowed, I Really ashamed, ruined his life, but also to sever his wife’s youth, I want to pass on to their son will promise it? Destiny really teaser people, pessimistic, disappointed, ashamed, regret, Wednesday, July 14 Clear appeal has been The high court for seven days, may be thoughtful, night had a dream, last night I made a dream, twice dreamed of the High Court said to me: You have been commuted to life imprisonment. May be the instinct for survival, right? Although I would like to die more open, dead and muddle through, but who would like to die like this? I had several times I thought of this life, but the final decision is difficult, now To this point, but also the longevity of life, people in the end how is it?