曾经有个人让我既爱又恨,当一切误解都消除的时候,一切都烟消云散、海阔天明的时候,我又恢复了对他的爱。记得,儿时我喜欢追梦,什么都不求现实,有一个人教会了我如何去立足现实,我隐隐约约地感到自己真的好幼稚。虽然那时还小,他教给我知识,教会我做人,教我怎样自立自强,我每天沉浸在快乐与幸福之中,我渐渐地长大了,成熟了。当我再大一点儿的时候,懂得更多的时候,我发现那个我深爱的人犯下的错误竟是无法饶恕的,我心里好矛盾,我好恨他,恨他为何如此去做,为何要让我尚且幼嫩的心灵留下深深的创痕。特别是从那件事之后,因为那次他当着我们姐妹三人的面打了妈妈,原因是妈妈不会生男孩儿,我好恨他,恨死了他,于是我发誓好好学习,我一定要争口气,不要让妈妈失望。 There were individuals who let me love and hate. When all misunderstandings were eliminated, everything faded away and I began to love him again. I remember that when I was a child, I liked to follow dreams. I didn’t ask for anything. When someone taught me how to base on reality, I vaguely felt that I was really naive. Although it was still small at that time, he taught me the knowledge, taught me how to behave, taught me how to be self-reliant, and I was immersed in happiness and happiness every day. I grew up and matured. When I was a little older, when I learned more, I discovered that the mistakes I made against those who I loved were actually unforgivable. I was in conflict with myself. I hated him so much and hated why he did it. Why? Let my still fresh heart leave deep scars. Especially after that incident, because he had beaten his mother in front of three of our sisters, because the mother wouldn’t give birth to a boy. I hated him and hated him. So I vowed to study hard. I Be sure to fight for breath and don’t let your mother down.