外公躺在医院的病床上昏睡着,形容枯槁。我悄悄问过在这家医院当医生的同学,他说我外公作为一个罹患癌症的九旬老人,还能维持这等状态已属难得,但是在世时日恐怕不会太多了。生活已经把我的感官磨砺得越来越粗糙,哪怕面对真正的聚散离合,也不再有太多的情感起伏。我会不自觉地拒绝那些脆薄的感伤和过于精致的感动。面对曾经那么熟悉的外公缠绵于病榻,我并没有像电视剧里演的那样泪眼婆娑。可是我没想到,我记忆里一辈子都在微笑的外公,会瞬间老泪纵横。当他睁开眼睛,费了半天 Grandfather lying in the hospital bed drowsily, described as dry. I quietly asked classmates who worked as doctors in this hospital. He said that my grandfather, a ninety-year-old man suffering from cancer, had been able to maintain this status. However, I am afraid that I will not be able to survive too much. Life has tempered my senses more and more rough, even in the face of real reunion, there is no longer too much emotional ups and downs. I will unconsciously reject those delicate sentimental and moving too delicate. In the face of the familiar grandfather lingering in my sick bed, I did not cry like a TV drama. However, I did not expect, my memory is a smiling grandpa forever, tears will be instantaneous. When he opened his eyes, it took a long time