走夜路时会略微紧张,习惯性安慰自己的方式是打乱思维,让头脑混沌起来,很多长久不提的往事都会带着一个模糊的轮廓冒出来,我就顺着这轮廓往下捋,想不起来也不要紧,就当作新造了一个故事。这样,一件事露了点头,费点脑细胞想一下,再给它塑造一个走向,就像深夜里做了一个美梦,突然惊醒,重新闭眼之后就想着一定 When I walk the night way, I feel a bit nervous. The way to habitually comfort myself is to disrupt my mind and make my head chaotic. Many long-standing events will come out with a blurred outline, and I will follow this outline and bow down. It doesn’t matter if you can’t think of it. It’s just like creating a new story. In this way, one thing nodded, thought about the brain cells, and gave it a direction, just like a dream in the middle of the night, suddenly wake up and think again