作家莫言说过:“作家不是学出来的,写作的才能如同一颗冬眠在心灵里的种子,只要有了合适的外部条件就能开花结果,学习的过程,实际上就是寻找这颗种子的过程……”我想,对我而言,这个“合适的外部条件”就是寂寞,而“寻找这颗种子的过程”其实就是我读书的过程。我小的时候,爸爸在千里以外的部队里当兵,妈妈总是忙完工作又忙家务,不要说是给我讲童话故事,甚至连跟我说说话的时间都很有限。这就给了我大把的寂寞时光。偶尔有一次,妈妈给我读了那个年代很流行的样板戏《智取威虎山》的剧本,我觉得这个小小的本子太神奇了,居然藏龙卧虎 Writer Mo Yan said: “The writer did not learn it, and the writing ability resembles a seed hibernating in the soul, so long as the suitable external conditions can bear fruit, the learning process is actually looking for the seed Process ... ”I think for me, this “ appropriate external conditions ”is lonely, and “ The process of looking for this seed ”is actually my reading process. When I was a kid, my father was a soldier in a force other than a thousand miles. My mother was always busy with work and was busy with household chores. Not to say that she told me fairy tales. Even talking to me was limited. This gave me a lot of lonely time. Occasionally, my mother read me the script that was very popular in that era, “Zhi Wei Wei Hu Shan” script, I think this little book is amazing, actually Cang Long Crouching Tiger