自从生下宝宝之后,我和他很久都没在一起了。每天晚上把宝宝安抚在婴儿床里之后,我便回到书房,书房里没有床,只有一张一米宽的羊毛地毯,可是我觉得躺在它上面比躺在他身边更让我感觉安宁。我知道他真心想悔改,可是只要我想到曾经有个不是我的女人,躺在这张床上和他缱绻,她的胸膛就抵在他的身上,我在门缝里看见她的汗,雨一样滴在他的身上,我当时就觉得想吐,那么肮脏的汗水,那么无耻的男女。最让我觉得他罪无可恕的,不是他趁我怀孕的时候出轨,而是他把出轨的地点,放在了我们 Since I gave birth to a baby, I have not been with him for a long time. After appeasing my baby every night in a crib, I went back to my study, where there was no bed in the study and only a 1-meter-wide wool rug, but I found it more peaceful to lie on top of him than to lay beside him. I knew he really wanted to repent, but as soon as I thought of a woman who was not mine, lying on this bed with him, her chest came against him, and I saw her sweat and rain in the doorway Drop in his body, I was feeling vomiting, so dirty sweat, so shameless men and women. Most let me feel that he is unforgivable, not when he was derailed when I was pregnant, but he derailed the location on us