苦难历程的起点——阿斯特拉罕布哈林被捕两个月后,我们从克里姆林宫的住宅里搬出来,住进一栋离加里宁桥不远的政府公寓。里面一片昏暗,那灰朦朦的外观就如莫斯科火葬场。这里一半以上住的都是被捕者的家属。当第一个月的房租单子送来时,我们根本就没钱付款。布哈林从未有任何储蓄,他的稿费全部上交给党的基金会,而由《消息报》发给的责任编辑的工资他又拒绝收取。平时他只是领取由科学院发的钱。我只好写信给加里宁说:“法西斯的情报机关没 Two months after the arrest of Astrakhan, the beginning of the suffering process, we moved out of the Kremlin’s residence into a government apartment not far from the Kaliningrad Bridge. Inside, a dark, gray appearance like the Moscow crematorium. More than half of the people living here are the families of those arrested. When the first month’s rent list was delivered, we had no money to pay. Bukharin had never had any savings and all his royalties were paid to the party’s foundations, and he refused to collect the wages of the responsible editors sent by The News. Usually he just received the money sent by the Academy of Sciences. I had to write to Kalinin: "The fascist intelligence agency did not