多年来,在我遇見海絲姐之前,我一向是个无神論者。这一点就在我向她求爱期間也从來沒有隐瞒过。她是个虔誠的英国国教教徒,我們結婚时談妥,各走各的精神道路,至于我們的孩子們則要教他們跟她信教。当时,我的无神論的观点还不象現在这么明确。因此,我看不到,有意識地往孩子的头脑里灌輸我自己早已拋弃 For years I had always been an atheist before I met Hester. This point has never been hidden during my courtship to her. She is a devout English Catholics, we agreed to get married, go all spiritual path, as our children have to teach them to follow her faith. At the time, my atheistic perspective was not as clear as it is now. Therefore, I can not see that I’ve already been abandoned by consciously instilling into the child’s mind