山东省聊城市冠县东国寨村在我的记忆里,故乡即使已失去早年间的种种乐趣,但也还是存在着许多丰富的元素,而且最重要的一点,她对游子相当宽容。但作为一名30岁的单身农村男青年,回乡不再是件轻松的事情。此时的故乡展现了她的另一面:单调、粗暴、俗不可耐,似乎她所有的存在都只为了生育而设置,并由此发展出一种与现代社会格格不入的价值观念。在这种话语体系的审判之下,我彻底失去了辩护能力,并被裹挟着走向一个未知的境地。 Dongguazhai Village, Guan County, Liaocheng City, Shandong Province In my memory, my hometown has many elements of abundance even though I had lost all my early years of fun. And most importantly, she is quite tolerant of the gamers. However, as a 30-year-old single rural boy, returning to China is no longer an easy task. Hometown at this time showed her the other side: monotonous, rude, vulgar, it seems that all her existence is only set for reproduction, and thus developed a value incompatible with modern society. Under the judgment of this discursive system, I completely lost my ability to defend and was held hostage to an unknown position.