引子1993年夏天,一向谨言慎行的马三立罕见地对自己的一生作了总结:我是个苦命人,是生活上的可怜虫。事情缘于一家报社约请马三立写一篇回忆童年的文章。时隔多年,这份报纸已杳无踪迹,笔者只在天津市档案馆找到了三页底稿。在文章的开头,马三立写道:“我犹豫了十几天,不想写,不愿意写,更不敢写……这是又被击中一颗催泪弹。”虽然很不情愿,很少拒绝别人的马三立还是奉命行事,并且一反常态,借机将自己的一生沧桑直白道 In the summer of 1993, Ma Sanli, who has always been careful and cautious, made a summary of his own life in the summer of 1993: I am a bitter man and a poor creature in life. Events due to a newspaper about Ma Sanli write an article recalling childhood. After many years, the newspaper has no traces of the trail, the author found only in the Tianjin Archives three pages of the manuscript. At the beginning of the article, Ma Sanli wrote: “I hesitated for a dozen days, and did not want to write, I did not want to write, I dare not write ... This was another hit with a tear gas.” "Although reluctant, Ma Sanli refused to reject others or ordered to act, and uncharacteristically, took the opportunity to straightforward his life vicissitudes